What is it about Mondays these last few weeks?!?! They always seem to suck.

Okay, so Sunday night I talked to Daniel and we talked some pretty serious stuff. He's being incredibly mature about all of this. I know that I'm serious in that I want to pursue this (according to parental rules and such, and what the Bible has to say that it is best to know the true person of the heart, and you simply cannot do that online) to see if we're indeed compatible (let's be honest, he found an article with the stats, online dating does not have a high success rate) and I said right from the beginning that I would wait, especially since it was originally my real plan to not find anyone until after grad.

We were honest that we've both been distracting each other. :-/ and that's something that I did not want to happen. (I have a lot to deal with already and my own personal development to attend to)

On Friday we agreed that we wouldn't communicate at all on Saturday. Then we talked Sunday. We are now not gonna talk again until next Sunday.

It's hard, but I truly know that this is for the best. In this way, we won't be posting comments for each other.

But after we talked, I did my assignment until 4 am. Passed out on the bed and got up again at 7:10. Got to school at like 8:10, so no free parking. So I go pay for parking 4 hours, and I'm walking away looking at the pay stub and it expires at 12:14, meaning that since I'm in class until 12:50, I should have been smarter and waited a little longer before paying. So during the class break I had to waste more money on parking (cheaper than a parking ticket tho). Then since I skipped breakfast at home (another goal I'm currently working on - to try to actually eat something in the morning again, even if it is cereal). So then since I still needed something in my stomach, I went to the TImms on Campus and they didn't have my favourite bagel. I then went to the resource room where my program has our own private lab to study in and I fell asleep for the hour before class started, so that was nice to get another hour of sleep

Then I went home and made some lunch and did some homework, and then went to work.
I know if I stay busy I can't think about him, and in keeping busy, I won't be distracted.

I'm praying so much these days, for guidance, patience and strength to get through this week.